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“As the sparrow finds a home and the swallow a nest to settle her young, my home is by Your altars, LORD of hosts, my king and my God. Blessed are those who dwell in Your house! They never cease to praise You.

Blessed the man who finds refuge in you, in their hearts are pilgrim roads. As they pass through the Baca valley, they find spring water to drink. The early rain covers it with blessings. They will go from strength to strength and see the God of gods on Zion.

LORD God of hosts, hear my prayer; listen, God of Jacob. For a sun and shield is the LORD God, bestowing all grace and glory. The LORD withholds no good thing from those who walk without reproach.”

PSALMS 84

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Esther, Girl

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“If God has put you in a position, it is for a PURPOSE.”





When Mordecai learned all that was happening, he tore his garments, put on sackcloth and ashes, and went through the city crying out loudly and bitterly,ย till he came before the royal gate, which no one clothed in sackcloth might enter.ย Likewise in each of the provinces, wherever the kingโ€™s decree and law reached, the Jews went into deep mourning, with fasting, weeping, and lament; most of them lay on sackcloth and ashes.

Estherโ€™s maids and eunuchs came and told her. Overwhelmed with anguish, the queen sent garments for Mordecai to put on, so that he might take off his sackcloth; but he refused.ย Esther then summoned Hathach, one of the kingโ€™s eunuchs whom he had placed at her service, and commanded him to find out what this action of Mordecai meant and the reason for it.ย So Hathach went out to Mordecai in the public square in front of the royal gate,ย and Mordecai recounted all that had happened to him, as well as the exact amount of silver Haman had promised to pay to the royal treasury for the slaughter of the Jews.ย He also gave him a copy of the written decree for their destruction that had been promulgated in Susa, to show and explain to Esther. Hathach was to instruct her to go to the king and to plead and intercede with him on behalf of her people.

Hathach returned to Esther and told her what Mordecai had said.ย Then Esther replied to Hathach and gave him this message for Mordecai:ย โ€œAll the servants of the king and the people of his provinces know that any man or woman who goes to the king in the inner court without being summoned is subject to the same lawโ€”death. Only if the king extends the golden scepter will such a person live. Now as for me, I have not been summoned to the king for thirty days.โ€

When Estherโ€™s words were reported to Mordecai,ย he had this reply brought to her: โ€œDo not imagine that you are safe in the kingโ€™s palace, you alone of all the Jews.ย Even if you now remain silent, relief and deliverance will come to the Jews from another source;ย but you and your fatherโ€™s house will perish. Who knowsโ€”perhaps it was for a time like this that you became queen?โ€

Esther sent back to Mordecai the response:ย โ€œGo and assemble all the Jews who are in Susa; fast on my behalf, all of you, not eating or drinking night or day for three days. I and my maids will also fast in the same way. Thus prepared, I will go to the king, contrary to the law. If I perish, I perish!โ€

Esther 4:1-16 NABRE